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A year in a drawer

Awl 1 is one of the few drawings Ian Miller actually likes. It nearly didn't happen.

Awl 1 by Ian Miller: a dragon's head on a long neck growing from a devilish dog with mechanical legs, a red brick house behind.

"Last year, I was working on a very detailed dragon. What could go wrong? It was hardly groundbreaking work."

"But everything I did, try as I might, I could not attach a body to the finished head and neck. Fifty-odd years I'd been at it, and I was scuppered."

He stashed the head away in a drawer, where it stayed, untouched. One year on, he pulled it out and went at it again, from a different perspective.

He grafted the dragon's head onto the stylised body of a dog.

Fitted with mechanical legs, and a wind-up key on its back.

Behind it, a colourful brick house.

"Huzzah! Sometimes, the long way round works just as well."

Awl 1

He had Samuel Beckett in mind when he went back to it:

"Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better."

From the interview Brain, Arm and Pen: The Creative Tug-of-War of Ian Miller.

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